Decisions. Let's talk about them for a minute.
I have already revealed not that I can't make decisions, but I prefer making decisions that don't require choosing between four million choices. For example, I am trying to plan a beach vacation and I would like to head to Miami, but the decisions between the amazing hotels in South Beach and the not quite as amazingly chic ones in Miami Beach is all too much for me and honestly people, I am gonna BLOW.
BLOW!!
The one deciding factor about the hotels in Miami Beach that are starting to outrank the hotels in South Beach is the whole model, beautiful girl factor, or more specifically the lack of them and their teeny weeny bikinis parading around the Miami beaches as opposed to the number of them parading around in South Beach.
I mean I wear a bikini too, but its not teeny, weeny and my body is not that of a twenty year old. No sir.
In addition to pushing out two kids, I happen to be thirty-nine and you know, gravity. Although, I have been doing squats in the bathroom in my office during each bathroom trip and basically I always have to go, so as you can imagine I am getting quite a workout. I even threw arms into the mix today.
But I digress, back to the models in tiny bikini's. Typically I am not a jealous person in the least, nor is Drew. We are just not a jealous couple and never have been. I know the celebrities that he thinks are hot and most of the time I agree with him with the exception of a few, and he knows my celebrity crushes.
I am what I am and that is an extremely independent women, secure in almost every way. I mean of course I wish my ass was tighter and higher up and I wish I had bangs, but basically I couldn't be happier with where I am in my life.
Do I know there are millions of women in the world that far surpass me in every way imaginable, of course I do. But I am a woman that firmly believes in the whole package. Looks are one thing but personality, sense of humor, zest for life, multi-dimensionality's {believe me I was as surprised as you may have just been that that is indeed a word, but it is}, all of those qualities for me COMPLETELY over shadow looks.
That's why it is an interesting choice for me to not want to go to South Beach and have my man stare at all of these beautiful girls. I mean I guess I am only being realistic and am no dope. Right? Is it wrong to want to want to be on a family vacation and not be surrounded by hot young women?
I guess I just want my husband to look at me and think I am the most beautiful women in the world, even with all my flaws. Besides, I don't know too many women who would opt for some of the most beautiful women in the world parading around right in front of her, or MORE importantly right in front of her husband on what is to be a happy, mellow family vacation.
I have even been cutting out bread in preparation for this vacation and for me that is BIG.
I love bread....ALOT.
Anyway, between the process of which hotel to stay in, in which town, I can barely get the homeopathic anxiety tablets in my mouth fast enough.
And I am NOT exaggerating. I have finished almost an entire bottle in the last two weeks.
So Miami Beach it will be. Close to the action but still family friendly {and wife happy}.
We haven't planned the dates yet but at least I know where we will stay and I let you know how it goes when we get there.
